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welcome 2008

post ni maybe pendek je kot......

nk wish selamat tahun baru 2008 pd semua....
azam 2007 dah dpt laksanakn ke??
ape azam baru 2008??

sempena thn baru ni,
aku nak.....

-mntak maaf pd semua kalo2 ade slh dan silap spnjg 2007 yg aku wat kt sape2....
smoga 2008 mengeratkn lg persahabatan kite semua....

-mntak maaf jgak kt my sayang....<saudara wan ahmad sabirin bin ali azizan>...
bnyk slh silap yg dah ji wat sepnjg tahun ni..plus smpai nk ujung 2007 pn, ji still wat slh ngn baby...sorry..
sumtimes, ji x sdar ape yg ji wat...sumtimes ji sengaja je wat....
sorry ye.....

-say thanks pd my baby temoq, atas semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mnde yg die dah kasi kt aku....<kasih syg...perhatian...mkn..minum...kasut...movie....dan sebagainye...>

-say sorry pd ibu n abah, sbb spnjg banjir yg berlaku dlm 2007, sku sure xde kt umah nk tlg2 angkat barang ltk tmpat tinggi...n xde jgak waktu nk kms2 lps bnjir....dah la umah kite bnyk barang...lg2 majalah2 along yg dlm bilik tu, yg satu almari besar tu...yg berat nk mampos tu....
tp ibu ngn abah still dpt tlg selamatkn koleksi2 kesayangan along tu..
mekaceh bnyk2....cayang ibu n abah..mekaseh.....


ok2...dah2..kate entry pndek je...ni dah meleret2....

lastly, nk wish ALL DA BEST pd semua rakan2 di MMU melaka n cyberjaya dlm final exam.....

p/s--> ku baru start paper 2 ari bulan..n abis 4 ari bulan...
rummet!!!!~ sggup kamu menigglkn aku di sini..tidak!!!!!!!!!!!!

big girl......

it's time to be a big girl now....
and big girls dun cry......


btol ke ek?? big girl x nangis.... ataupn ade smtin yg nk diperkatakan di sebalik lirik tu??
anyone??

lately ni, bnyk mnde terjadi....dr yg seseronok perkara smpai la ke sesedih perkara....

bnyk mnde yg aku pndam dlm hati...
patot ke nk cerita kt org??
ade mnde yg kite leh share....n ade mnde yg kite just keep it by ourselves....

tp yg aku parasan....skarang ni, aku dah kmbali jd nurul filzah yg dulu....
memendam bnyk perkara......

bkn xde insan yg sudi mnjadi telinga dan bahu....
tp ku rase, lbey baik hanya diri aku dan Tuhan yg tau.....

kdg2 kite boleh berlakon ..hipokrit pd diri sndiri.... pura2 utk gembira...pura2 utk wat cm notin happen....

tp percaya la..
perit sgt rasa utk berlakon....utk jd hipokrit.....

tu yg sumtimes, lakonan aku x jd.....
(aku mmg xde bakat utk berlakon pn...)



teringt lak ceramah ustaz ahmad mase kt PD mase program YTM last year.....
"semua mnde yg terjadi, mesti ade sbb...xde mnde yg kebetulan...." " ble sesuatu terjadi, jgn sesekali menunding jari pd org lain....sume sbb ade pd diri kite sndiri..."



ble satu jari kite menunding pd org lain...ade 4 lg jari yg menunding pd diri sndiri...
mknenye, pi mai pi mai tang tu....pd diri sndiri....


things changed...people changed...
begitu jgak pd diri aku..
mgkin aku sndiri x prasan perubahan pd diri sndiri, tp mgkin org sekeliling dpt rasakn....

kalo perubahan yg baik, Alhamdulillah...
tp kalo sebalik nye, 10 jari ku pohon maaf pd semua......


"Ya  Allah..hambaMu yg kerdil ini memohon perlindungn mu dr segala kejahatan dan kemungkaran....Tabahkn diri ini mghadapi segalanya......Ameen...."


ble saat hati terluka, perasaan rindu pd keluarga mmbuak2......

mmg btol kate org, selok belok mane pn kite lalui, cenuram mane pn kite tergelicir, gunung mane pn kite daki, di akhirnya, hanya keluarga yg tahu dan menerima siapa pn kita...seadanya kita....walau sehina mane pn..walau sebodoh mane pn......

tag berleluasa kembali!!!~

1) Name of a person who made you laugh last night?
my pendek-kurus-adik ~~angah~~ <sbb die x jadi blk naik flight..hahaha...>

2) What were you doing at 0800?
zzZZZzzzzZZzzzzZZzzzzz

3) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
lipat baju...<rajin...ngeee>

4) What happened to you in 2006?
fell in love <temoq> ~~~*wink*wink* (tersenyum sndiri...) 

5) What was the last thing you said out loud?
banjir makin terok~!~~ x leh blk raye haji!!~~

6) How many beverages did you have today?
air masak dr botol spritzer
(teringin nk minum ice blended plak..haih...)











7) What colour is your hairbrush?
maroon...(ade habuk2 rambut sket..+ beberapa helai rmbut gugur...huhu)

8) What was the last thing you paid for?
hurm....bayar tiket nk masuk cermin misteri kt taman buaya ...<rm2 x 2 = rm4>

9) Where were you last night?
kt kdai ikan bakar malim...
tgk bola..
man utd vs liverpool
1-0
glory~glory~ man utd!!!!~~~
 
10) What colour is your front door?
coklat kekrim-kriman sket....
<nape la pintu2 ni die x wat warne warni sket....baru ceria nk masuk bilik..>
 
11) Where do you keep your change?


dlm wallet..dlm tabung kura2 hijau..dlm tabung david beckham...dlm pasu kecik sabah....dlm tin gula-gula  miss eleza clarke.. 








12) What's the weather like today?
mendung2 sket...x cerah sgt..x gelap sgt...suam-suam kuku la.....

13) What's the best ice-cream flavour?
vanila+mint!!!!!!!!!~~ yummy~~

14) What excites you?
movie..shopping handbag.....weeeeeeeeeee~~~ 

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
tidak sesekali nye!!!! ku mau wat rekod!!!!! 

16) Are you over the age of 25?
no la...ku muda lagi..awal 20-an lg....

17) Do you talk a lot?
saye pndiam~~<idong tros pnjang cm pinnochio(btol ke eja ni..)>

18) Do you watch the O.C?
o.c tu ape?? orrientation comittee ke?? hurm....

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
steven x tau...7eleven tau....

20) Do you make up your own words?
yup..."tmpat cet-cet"=>entrance ixora..kne scan id card dulu..pastu die bunyi cet-cet...weeeeeeee~~ 

21) Are you a jealous person?
x brape sgt la....tp kdg2 leh jd super-duper jeles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

22) Name a friend or friends whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
akashah,azliana,aini liyana,azzad,aizat......  a.y.a.m=ayam....(uUUuuUu..sdap nye ayam goreng...)

23) Name a friend or friends whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
khairul izzat, kamariah a.k.a kay, ....kk kiat(hahaha..die ni kawan aku ke??huuhu) 



24) Who's the first person on your received call list?
baby temoq :*

25) What does the last text message you received say
baby temoq :*  "budak busuk! huhu"






26) Do you chew on your straw?
eeyuuuu...no!!~

28) Where's the next place you're going to?
erm...mane ek..x tau lg..rase2 nye gi mkn kot.....

29) Who's the rudest person in your life?
biar lah rahsia...~~




30) What was the last thing you ate?
coklat ferrero rocher...yummmyyy~~
<thanks mum>










31) Will you get married in the future?
insyaAllah.....(nk kawen!!!!!!!)

32) What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
last 2 weeks?? erm...xde kot..tp da whole sem...
1) enchanted
2)the hitman
 
33) Is there anyone you like right now ?
erm...ade!! hero dlm crite "bring it on it to win it".. x tau name die ape...cool gle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~ 

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
erm..ble ek??? 2 ari lps kot...pas mkn megi..huhu 

35) Are you currently depressed?
x sgt la...exam kn lmbt lagi..hahahahah

36) Did you cry today?
xde mknenye...ape nangis2 ni?? x cool btol..hahaha< hidong smakin panjang > 

37) Why did you answer and post this?
sbb teruja!!!!< kuang ajaq nye lina...kn aku dah excited...aku nk wat slide ecp ni weh>

38) Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
sape ek..sume lina dah tag..lina ni konker sume lak...
hurm...
en pejal
sape-sape je la
sape-sape je la
sape-sape je la
sape-sape je la